你是否有过理想？
你是否有追逐过你的理想？
你是否为了你的理想而奋斗？
我承认我现在的生活是没有理想、没有目标
为了工作而工作
为了赚钱而赚钱
我的理想在很久以前就被遗忘了
很多人可能不知道我的理想是什么
我也几乎不记得我有如此的理想
小时候表姐有问过我的理想是什么
“我要当DJ！”
当时很多人都在嘲笑我
“你会说话咩？一开口就得罪人”
“屎蚶口，敲都不开”
“你的艺名咧？艺名都没有学什么人当DJ？”
“DJ的语言能力很好的喔，你可以灭？马、英、华语都酱差”
我知道理想需要得到大众的批评、无数的失败和坚苦的磨练
可是我就连最原本的支持都没有
心里那团火才刚燃烧起时就被泼冷水
渐渐地，我的理想就慢慢被冷落，然后被遗忘
到现在为止，我的“理想”依然还在
可是它已变成了“梦想”
发梦的时候才会想起
哈哈哈
做人应该往前看
我也没后悔现在的决定
不过时间能倒流
我一定朝我的理想而奋斗！！
我要对有理想的人说
加油！！！
你的成功未必会被看好
但你的努力一定会被赞好
我一定卜卜卜卜卜卜卜卜卜卜你！！
原来在以前我也写过如此的post
哈哈
Thursday, January 20, 2011
Wednesday, January 12, 2011
Emo
I realize that recently I quite emo.....
sometime because of something cannot be done then emo...
sometime might because of the same thing and keep emo-ing
sometime might even a very small thing......
I believe there are some issues that why I so emo...
the first issue and this is the most major issue I think....
that is because of working life...
I felt that everyday are repeating the same thing..
except office that is PV10...
the persons that I met everyday are the same...
the tasks that I did everyday also same
even the thing that I talk might be same also
except black and white that is no others color in my life
I felt very boring to this kind of life..
but what to do?
I know that I'm too free...
I should go some lessons or short courses to make my life more colorful
and I found my new interest
I hope this will be my hobby soon....maybe very soon..
but I need some motivation!!
I need a accompany!!
my roommate is promised me that he will go with me
but I know he won't
and I know my housemate are willing to go with me
but I not willing to go with him
hahahaha...
no matter how, I will try for it at least 1 month
just worry that after CNY my job will kill my time
=.='''
the second issue is friend and this also related to my working life
I found that my friends around me are become lesser and lesser
everyday keep filtering
at the end of the day, just the so call "true friend" are only keep in touch
some people may asking "how about your colleagues?"
for me, they are colleague, not friend
I still cannot believe them when they talking to me
who knows they are trying to take some benefits from me?
that's why I still protected myself by my own "protection shield"
I'm happy that I get some "true friends" after I end up my study life
but the problem is I HATE LONELY
I always need them to accompany me
I worry one day they will feel disturbance that I need their accompany again
"huh? u again ah? besides me, u dun hv others fren meh?
..oh come on, give me some break..."
this sentence always come out in my mind before I find them
I cannot be too dependence on them
I need to respect them
they also have their own life
at the end, my loneliness has not solved
I hope everything are because of my emo and not truth
I hope everything will be fine tomorrow morning when I wake up
I hope this kind of negative thinking will disappear start from now
I hope..........
and I hope......
just only can hope.....
sometime because of something cannot be done then emo...
sometime might because of the same thing and keep emo-ing
sometime might even a very small thing......
I believe there are some issues that why I so emo...
the first issue and this is the most major issue I think....
that is because of working life...
I felt that everyday are repeating the same thing..
except office that is PV10...
the persons that I met everyday are the same...
the tasks that I did everyday also same
even the thing that I talk might be same also
except black and white that is no others color in my life
I felt very boring to this kind of life..
but what to do?
I know that I'm too free...
I should go some lessons or short courses to make my life more colorful
and I found my new interest
I hope this will be my hobby soon....maybe very soon..
but I need some motivation!!
I need a accompany!!
my roommate is promised me that he will go with me
but I know he won't
and I know my housemate are willing to go with me
but I not willing to go with him
hahahaha...
no matter how, I will try for it at least 1 month
just worry that after CNY my job will kill my time
=.='''
the second issue is friend and this also related to my working life
I found that my friends around me are become lesser and lesser
everyday keep filtering
at the end of the day, just the so call "true friend" are only keep in touch
some people may asking "how about your colleagues?"
for me, they are colleague, not friend
I still cannot believe them when they talking to me
who knows they are trying to take some benefits from me?
that's why I still protected myself by my own "protection shield"
I'm happy that I get some "true friends" after I end up my study life
but the problem is I HATE LONELY
I always need them to accompany me
I worry one day they will feel disturbance that I need their accompany again
"huh? u again ah? besides me, u dun hv others fren meh?
..oh come on, give me some break..."
this sentence always come out in my mind before I find them
I cannot be too dependence on them
I need to respect them
they also have their own life
at the end, my loneliness has not solved
I hope everything are because of my emo and not truth
I hope everything will be fine tomorrow morning when I wake up
I hope this kind of negative thinking will disappear start from now
I hope..........
and I hope......
just only can hope.....
Thursday, January 6, 2011
PV10 的故事
昨夜我发了一个很好笑的梦，我是被笑醒的。真的太好笑了！本来想用SMS的方式把它记下来的，可是太想睡的关系，而且蛮深刻的，所以就没记下，继续睡。谁知道，接下来的梦更深刻！把好笑的梦给忘记了！所以我决定把梦境写进我的部落格。
事情是这样的，某年某月的某一天，我在PV10的家里。突然听到很多惨叫声，说有丧尸！！还有很多人被咬后因为病毒的传染也便成丧尸的一份子！而我们家就有妹妹，ah tatt, 肥豪，wee keat 和我。知道事情后，我们决定离开PV10！
我们身上都有一个保护罩，只要打开按钮保护罩就会张开，丧尸就不能靠近我们，而一个保护罩能够维持十五分钟。我们五个人里，就只有妹妹没有保护罩！那个死肥豪第一个先跑掉！不懂死去那里，大概过后被丧尸咬得很惨吧。然后剩下我们四个人和三个保护罩。
我们一出门口就看到很多人在等电梯，所有人都在逃命。ah tatt 说万一进了电梯而下一楼进来的不是人而是丧尸那我们就完了！所以我们决定走楼梯！打开门发现有很多道楼梯，旁边站着一个被丧尸咬了的老人家说这一道是丧尸走的，叫我们别进。我当然不想邪啦！我叫妹妹他们在原地等我，我去探路。进了那道楼梯后发现根本没有人，更没有丧尸。然后我决定多走几层看看。
一下楼就发现一个走得很慢的丧尸。身手敏捷的我一个神龙摆尾就甩开了那个笨丧尸。心想它们那么慢，我们用跑得就赢啦！决定跑回去找妹妹他们说找到逃命的方法了。可是当我跑上楼的时候发现多了很多丧尸！有动作快的，也有动作慢的！这次糟糕了！后面来了只丧尸！千钧一发之下，我打开了保护罩！所有丧尸同我弹开！！！
找到妹妹他们后跟他们说下面真的很多丧尸，趁还没蔓延到这层时赶快逃跑！就在话一说完时，不懂那里来了几只凶猛的丧尸狂奔的朝向我们而来！还没沟通好的ah tatt 和 wee keat 同时间打开了保护罩！虽然救了大家一命，可是这次真的完了！没有保护罩，还要跑十八层楼！
不理三七二十一，跑就对了！wee keat 带头跑，我跟第二，妹妹第三，ah tatt 最后。一直跑一直跑……看到丧尸可以闪的就闪，闪不到的就推开或踢开。差不多到底楼的时候听到 ah tatt 在大喊：走啊！快D走啊！原来后面来了很多丧尸，而且全部都是很强壮的！ah tatt 真的很伟大，一个人顶完来救了我们。ah tatt 就这样牺牲了。为了报答他，我们用完全身的力气把最后的几层给跑完 然后到了大门口。
出到了到门口以为没事了，可是事情并不是想象中理想。原来病毒是从外面传染到PV10的！我们看到满街都是丧尸！有的在吃着人肉，有的在悠悠荡荡，有的在寻找猎物……我们被很多丧尸看中了，成千上万的丧尸向我们跑来！就在最紧张的时刻……梦醒了……可笑的梦也忘记了……满脑海都是丧尸……死丧尸！！然后起身上班去。
完
事情是这样的，某年某月的某一天，我在PV10的家里。突然听到很多惨叫声，说有丧尸！！还有很多人被咬后因为病毒的传染也便成丧尸的一份子！而我们家就有妹妹，ah tatt, 肥豪，wee keat 和我。知道事情后，我们决定离开PV10！
我们身上都有一个保护罩，只要打开按钮保护罩就会张开，丧尸就不能靠近我们，而一个保护罩能够维持十五分钟。我们五个人里，就只有妹妹没有保护罩！那个死肥豪第一个先跑掉！不懂死去那里，大概过后被丧尸咬得很惨吧。然后剩下我们四个人和三个保护罩。
我们一出门口就看到很多人在等电梯，所有人都在逃命。ah tatt 说万一进了电梯而下一楼进来的不是人而是丧尸那我们就完了！所以我们决定走楼梯！打开门发现有很多道楼梯，旁边站着一个被丧尸咬了的老人家说这一道是丧尸走的，叫我们别进。我当然不想邪啦！我叫妹妹他们在原地等我，我去探路。进了那道楼梯后发现根本没有人，更没有丧尸。然后我决定多走几层看看。
一下楼就发现一个走得很慢的丧尸。身手敏捷的我一个神龙摆尾就甩开了那个笨丧尸。心想它们那么慢，我们用跑得就赢啦！决定跑回去找妹妹他们说找到逃命的方法了。可是当我跑上楼的时候发现多了很多丧尸！有动作快的，也有动作慢的！这次糟糕了！后面来了只丧尸！千钧一发之下，我打开了保护罩！所有丧尸同我弹开！！！
找到妹妹他们后跟他们说下面真的很多丧尸，趁还没蔓延到这层时赶快逃跑！就在话一说完时，不懂那里来了几只凶猛的丧尸狂奔的朝向我们而来！还没沟通好的ah tatt 和 wee keat 同时间打开了保护罩！虽然救了大家一命，可是这次真的完了！没有保护罩，还要跑十八层楼！
不理三七二十一，跑就对了！wee keat 带头跑，我跟第二，妹妹第三，ah tatt 最后。一直跑一直跑……看到丧尸可以闪的就闪，闪不到的就推开或踢开。差不多到底楼的时候听到 ah tatt 在大喊：走啊！快D走啊！原来后面来了很多丧尸，而且全部都是很强壮的！ah tatt 真的很伟大，一个人顶完来救了我们。ah tatt 就这样牺牲了。为了报答他，我们用完全身的力气把最后的几层给跑完 然后到了大门口。
出到了到门口以为没事了，可是事情并不是想象中理想。原来病毒是从外面传染到PV10的！我们看到满街都是丧尸！有的在吃着人肉，有的在悠悠荡荡，有的在寻找猎物……我们被很多丧尸看中了，成千上万的丧尸向我们跑来！就在最紧张的时刻……梦醒了……可笑的梦也忘记了……满脑海都是丧尸……死丧尸！！然后起身上班去。
完
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